Momentary Existence, Eternal Recurrence.

“One always needs to be reminded; one is by no means always in possession of one’s whole self. Our consciousness is feeble; only in moments of unusual clarity and vision do we really know about ourselves.” Thomas Mann We separated things, we separated each other, we fucked and couldn’t wait to come, pull out, turn…

What is This Self of Yours?

“A hundred years ago, perhaps, another man sat on this spot; like you he gazed with awe and yearning in his heart at the dying light of the glaciers. Like you he was begotten of man and born of woman. He felt pain and brief joy as you do. Was he someone else? Was it…

Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time.

“People never seemed to notice that, by saving time, they were losing something else. No one cared to admit that life was becoming ever poorer, bleaker and more monotonous…Time is life itself, and life resides in the human heart. And the more people saved, the less they had.” Michael Ende Ceilings of skylines, fire places…

Moments Are Right Now

“Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant.” ― Hunter S. Thompson That noise. Shuddering noise that had nothing…

Submissive and Disposable Goals; Urgent Clock-Ticking

“There’s something sad about people going to bed. You can see they don’t give a damn whether they’re getting what they want out of life or not, you can see they don’t even try to understand what we’re here for. They just don’t care… That is perhaps what we seek throughout life, that and nothing…

White Socks, Comfort Zones and Other Painless Escapes

“There is much to be said for contentment and painlessness, for these bearable and submissive days, on which neither pain nor pleasure cry out, on which everything only whispers and tiptoes around. Then, in desperation, I have to escape into other regions, if possible on the road to pleasure, or, if that cannot be, on…

Laughing. Leaving. Waiting. Out of Time.

“We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it.”  ― Rainer Maria Rilke We survived the world, over-thinking our confusions decisions promises bound to make mistakes, brave enough to risk making them. We went through adrenaline rushes, blood-racing kind of…