Prove you’re alive.

“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole…

The Most of Life; Behind Screens and Filters.

“You’re all murdering life…You’re all trying to change yourselves, all trying to change what is, and thus you’re never actually living what is. You’re killing who you are every day of your lives by not being who you are…where you are.”  Luke Rhinehart Everything led to Hollywood road, the arms the drops of rain, blank…

Momentary Existence, Eternal Recurrence.

“One always needs to be reminded; one is by no means always in possession of one’s whole self. Our consciousness is feeble; only in moments of unusual clarity and vision do we really know about ourselves.” Thomas Mann We separated things, we separated each other, we fucked and couldn’t wait to come, pull out, turn…

What is This Self of Yours?

“A hundred years ago, perhaps, another man sat on this spot; like you he gazed with awe and yearning in his heart at the dying light of the glaciers. Like you he was begotten of man and born of woman. He felt pain and brief joy as you do. Was he someone else? Was it…

Soon, Eventually. Behind Compliance and Time.

“People never seemed to notice that, by saving time, they were losing something else. No one cared to admit that life was becoming ever poorer, bleaker and more monotonous…Time is life itself, and life resides in the human heart. And the more people saved, the less they had.” Michael Ende Ceilings of skylines, fire places…

Moments Are Right Now

“Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant.” ― Hunter S. Thompson That noise. Shuddering noise that had nothing…

Submissive and Disposable Goals; Urgent Clock-Ticking

“There’s something sad about people going to bed. You can see they don’t give a damn whether they’re getting what they want out of life or not, you can see they don’t even try to understand what we’re here for. They just don’t care… That is perhaps what we seek throughout life, that and nothing…